Things never come easy

Sigh
i hate all these skripsi thingy.
never make me happy.
been dragging for one whole month waiting to sit for my exam.
then now,after pendadaran,corrections done with one dosen,then another two waiting.
now i've no idea when can i set a date that suits everyone.
Visa expires soon...
seminar terbuka not yet...
i left oni one whole week to settle all.
it's freaking crazy.
suddenly feel the stress came from everywhere.

been rushing to complete few tasks lately.
it's tiring.
walking under big hot sun.
scared of the H1N1.
whenever heard ppl coughing,i'll start praying..*hope it's not H1N1*

once i talk to my sis,i broke down. the tears running non stop.like the water from the tap.
perhaps,i shud cry out loud to release my stress??

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Registrations,payments,bebas this n that,skripsi,worried bout my nilai,etc...
all these make me so sick of staying here.
or mayb i'm so stress with these...all in a mess...
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been going to kantor pusat for several times.
want to meet the person in charge for registration?
Reasons given:
-Not in(what??! always not in?)

-Meeting (Fine.)

-just went out(when u're in a rush,u wont wait and felt frustrated esp when u came for many times and cannot get him by asking urself...." m i rily that sui ah?")

-start registration in august(i went on 29 july afternoon,does that make any diff to reg early since the payment had made since it's oni 2 days away????)

-cannot help others to register(what??!!! i've been doing that since i came here to study ok??? now oni u tell me cannot register for others??damm!)

-if u want to register for ur friends,then who to sign since u're not the one? ( i started to feel angry.this is totally ridiculous. U'r the one who let me register last time, and i signed. Then now u tell me cannot.Fine. I went again today(august),and now i can register for my friend and u let me sign.So, tell me.Why on earth u tell me all those so-called procedures or rules for not letting me register and now turns out i can help to register?@#~!@#$%@#^)

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Why do people here always susahkan other people's life for talking nonsense as reasons???
If u have such rules,and u want to obey,stand firm.
dun change.
At least,i'll follow whatever u say.
but now,i'm taking my respect away.

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i felt so homesick.
i wonder why on earth i want to go overseas to continue my study?
it's no fun at all.
nothing is best compare to home.

i want to go home so badly.