Dreams...

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Lyric Video)

2012-01-11T21:23:00.000+07:00

惊喜！

2011-12-14T19:54:00.001+07:00

Lovely afternoon!

2011-12-11T17:42:00.001+07:00

It's a Friday afternoon,which we have a longer lunch break...
We always cracked our head to have brain storm to decide whe to go for lunch...

It's a tough job though,just to think of where to go...
We don't want the ordinary lunch...since we have so much time to spend..of course we do want a quality place to spend our precious quality time,right?

Well,our beloved colleague thought of this little kitchen in town area, called the "Amelie cafe"...which already posted so many times in so many blogs!!
Since 4 of us never been to there,so we accepted the lovely idea !

We're like the tourists....searching for nice little cafe to relax...
This shop is kinda hidden...u might just missed it when u glance through the shop lots at that area...because it's covered by the green plants in front of the shop...
It might be small,but I can guarantee you, it's definitely a good choice to hangout with buddies or even spending time alone!

Menu of the day:
Clams in chili spaghetti
Clams n prawns in risotto
One more which I forgot what's on the menu...
Then some salad...

Desserts:
Chocolate brownies
Hazelnut chocolate parfait
There's one more,again,I forgot the name

The presentations of the food was pretty nice!

We were there for like 2 hours..chilling around with zee avi albums playing in the air!
The shop is mini in size,but it's artistic!
The pictures hanging on the wall,the handmade bags,handmade stools,old school tables...
The whole environment is so old school which all brings up all the memories...
Old fashioned clock but to tick tock-ing with electric supply...
Plants in those recycle jars...

Right, it's the concept..."recycle"!
Isn't it cool? U make use of those unwanted things rather than just throw them away!

Although its small in size, this place is quite cool..
It's a super hot sunny day outside but u will find it quite alright inside the shop,probably because of the big plants that covered the walls of the shop ?

Okay,back to the food. Not only the presentation looks nice,but it tastes good too!

Especially the brownies and the hazelnut chocolate parfait....super rich in chocolate!
Like my friend said,whenever u r not happy,just have a small bite of these desserts, and u will be happy again!

The richness of the chocolate can definitely fulfill those chocolate lovers!
Thumbs up!

Well,time flies...
It's time to say goodbye again!
The 2 hours quality time spent together to updates and sharing and joking around is definitely a good one! Plus, in such a lovely environment with great companies!

Not only the food, but the company as well that made my Friday a good one!

I'll definitely come back again!

-cheers!!-

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2011-12-11T17:36:00.001+07:00

在这寂静的夜晚，
你又想起谁？

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Food is the best destress medicine!

2011-05-06T19:39:00.004+07:00

Been abandoned this blog for quite a long time!
Working,working and working makes me feel NO LIFE!

well,quote from my boss, "we shouldnt work like ROBOT, but always update ourselves to be a better ones".

It's stressful in work with high expections from the bosses, but in a way, it'll somehow help us to improve ourselves...

Life is full of challenges, when we overcome the challenges, we live life.

To be a better person, first of all, we need better energy source.
It's all about FOOD!

In my world, NO FOOD=NO LIFE
you'll definitely agree when you see me..=p
(that's the reason why im out of shape!!grrrr....)

Penangites always proud of where they come from,there's a reason behind.
Good food is always the first thing come to mind when people start talking about Penang.
Not to say it's the best, but definitely a variety of good food available 24/7.

祝你。。。

2010-07-10T22:23:00.003+07:00

today is me beee's BIG DAY!
although u're getting older...but i bet u're much more wiser than before!!
we've been thru 2 birthdays together except for this one as we're far away from each other...
but BUT,
u know i'll always love u no matter where u are....!!
may u stay healthy and success in whatever u do !

I LOVE YOU my dear~~

i miss u ....

BIG HUGS to u and MUAKZ!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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2010-06-14T22:19:00.002+07:00

oh well...

2010-05-01T00:43:00.003+07:00

Counting with my fingers....1....2.....3.....4.....5....
wow!
it's been 5 months since i joined the service...
How many stations I've been to?
hmm....OPD,Enforcement,OPD again,Store,TPN,and now TDM...

Counting again...
I've been one month over without weekends..how good is that?
Working life is not as easy, or I should say as simple as I think....
when you expose more to this field,u'll get to know more...which means...it's getting more complicated than i expected.

sometimes when i get too tired,i'll started to think...can i just leave this job at this moment?
I want to quit.
But,i cant.
Bcoz i cant afford to lose.
to lose this stable job with good income, which i've to make myself committed to it.

well,
i guess i'm still not used to working life yet.
yes,YET.
after 5 months,but still not too happy with it.
too many duties,too many things to learn,too much responsibilites to have.

no matter how much troubles we're facing each day,
we must learn to solve them at all times.
guess we've to be like a sponge,
to absorp as much as we can when we're still zero/empty.

sigh.
this is LIFE.

Fine dining

2010-04-06T15:52:00.004+07:00

We celebrated our belated V-day in this fine dining restaurant near Scottland Road...
They served fine yummy-licious food, wonderful environment where you can have romantic dinner in there.
It's all chef's choice for the appetizers,soup,dessert, and you choose your own favourite maincourse. It's a 8-course meal. With the food quality and the environment,it's not too pricey...
and one more thing, it's not about quantity,but the Quality that matters. =)

it's one of the appetizer, chef's choice caesar salad

one of the best hainanese chicken rice but in a tiny miny portion..as the appetizer as well~

it's really yummy..

well done lamb ribs with sauteed mushrooms and mashed potato

medium well tenderloin with vegetables and wedges..

Be strong!

2010-01-22T16:34:00.004+07:00

Be strong,
that's the way we treat ourselves.

Be strong,
we know we have to,
to make a better life,
towards our future,
to fulfill our dreams.

Be strong,
although it's beyond our limits,
we know we have to.

Be strong,
although we're tired to move on,
we just can't let it go.

Be strong,
to find the strength,
to get a reason to motivate ourselves.

Be strong,
only when we do,
we'll fight till the end.

Be strong,
although it's not our dreams,
but we've to move on,
just because, we have to.

~pushing ourselves to the limits,playing with the tricks,learning to accept the cruelty of the world,we've to be strong~
~it sounds like pressuring ourselves, but look from different angle, it's actually motivating us for not giving up so easily~
~once we accept the changes,we've to move on~

Be strong,
to give us strength.
Be positive,
to keep us going.
Be simple,
to reduce the complications of life!

I need motivation!

2010-01-03T18:13:00.002+07:00

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.
-Mark Twain

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch you character; it becomes your destiny.
-Lao-Tze

first day as prp

2009-12-01T22:01:00.003+07:00

first day of work feels quite ok. despite the travel part,from one pejabat to another,then to hospital and keep waiting.
i'm very lucky to be posted in gh penang!
met a few new friends,all PRPs, seems very nice so far...'m quite lucky to have 'em around too!
nothing much about first day...just some registrations needed and then gone home earlier.
feels so nice to go back home early!
but starting tmr,more and more challenges awaiting...
hope everything will be alright.
*pray*

It's simply complicated

2009-11-26T22:44:00.002+07:00

Today i was striked with shocked,surprised,happy mixed feelings...

Early in the morning,i received a sms from kit,saying that the bapak we used to know back in indonesia committed suicide. I was shocked.but somehow,not surprised.
I wonder why. Then only i realised, maybe he was very sick and cant take it anymore so he chose this way to end his life. I remembered this friendly bapak. He spoke to us whenever we went over for lunch..he speaks good english and loves music, and that's why he adores or i should say he's a music person when he started to know kit plays well.
We spoke several times...he always seems to be so aware of all the things happening around us,even as far as the politics back in m'sia.
To me, he's one of those educated person,who have good manners, loves his wife and daughter a lot,friendly,sociable person. I'd never think of that he'll chose suicide to end his life.
No one knows why he did that. I noticed he lost weight a lot all in sudden. I wonder why. Probably he's sick and dont want to suffer. I dont know.
Anyhow, whatever happens was happened. We cant change the fact.
May him rest in peace.

After this shocking news early in the morning,
I received a sms from qilah.
*i wonder why all those shocking news always travel from sms?*
She asked whether i got my posting yet...coz she got hers. and she got kedah,as her wish!
*congrats,qiqi!*
well,i havent got mine!!!!!
where's my letter gone to??
after some missing-in-action parts, finally it arrived after long waited.
guess what,
I got PENANG!!!!!
how joyful i'm and Thank God for answering to my prayers!
Follow up by all the good news!!
everyone got our own choices of state~
how great!

Appreciate everything.
and thanks to tracy,my best buddy!
Thanks to ur tarots predictions although i'm not so into these tarots thing.
hahaha....it's kind of a sign on that card,isnt it?
well,to trust or not to trust?we've our choice.

thirdly,
my part time job will ends tomorrow!
although tmr is a public holiday,but my boss still list it as working day!
well,more to learn,more to memorise.
Thanks to my one and only colleague,Ms Lim for helping me so much when i worked there.
I actually learn a lot and having a great time working with her. she jokes a lot and make my days a better ones!
Not forgetting my boss too! He's a good teacher,but too bad,i'm not a good student.
well,i wont forget what he taught me and keep that in mind always.
It feels so great to learn and get salary! *wink*

quality time with girlfriends is simply perfect.

2009-11-24T22:37:00.004+07:00

after almost 3 months,meet up with u girls again. it felt so great.
just love sitting down dinner and chit-chatting with u girls.
miss those times!
and this time emily is coming back soon,hope to catch up again when phaik hsia is back!!
keep in touch.
many thanks for everything u girls have done for me!!
love ya all~

with a title of S.Farm. after my name.....

2009-11-21T17:24:00.003+07:00

4 years of hard work has finally paid off...
I've been waiting for this day to come for so long...
On 19th November 2009,when my name is called for going up on stage taking my certificate,I'm officially a Sarjana Farmasi holder...
cant express it with words,it's just super duper excited inside me.

Grad Koala Bear all the way from Aussie,with my jubah...Thanks Shien for the koala bear~

tried on the suit the day before graduation...

beautiful roses given by mum and dad...
*wink*finally graduated!

memories

2009-11-04T23:30:00.005+07:00

somehow i missed those days when we all went for social works.
it's pretty much a good experience after all...
never gone through these things before when i was back in msia...
girls and guys,
it's a pleasure to get to know all of u,no matter we knew each other in faculty or in this social work group...
we all learnt something from each others...
all the best in the future and now,best of luck!

happy belated birthday to me~

2009-10-25T16:50:00.004+07:00

It's been 5 days after my birthday.
Thank you girls for making this happen for me~
Although it's a late celebration,it meant alot to me!
Love you girls~

Blackforest cake from Bread History,I can only see but cannot eat coz i'm a vegetarian on that day!!!! =(

see,i'm so sad!
*the main reason is: they sing bday song in mcD,while many others watching football match there. soooo shyyy~*

i cant eat!! *___*
i forced them to take pic with that stick~
*muakz,love u girls always!*

J.Co night

2009-10-25T16:04:00.002+07:00

*Karen and me*

*me.tracy.theng*

*j.co's cute lil donuts*

It was this fine saturday night. We girls finally gathered up in J.Co@QB,having a long chat all night long.I enjoyed the most when we relaxed and talking and making fun of each others. I've been longing this for years since I went over to Indonesia for further studies.
Nothing can beat u girls' company.Its true.It's not the same when u're spending ur weekends with ur loved ones.

It's a real happy deepavali to us. *cheers,girls!*

Ohya...I do hope we can always meet up and having gathering like this,even after married life. we promise,ok? =)

*Counting down to theng's wedding day!!! another one month plus to go~*

Hello again!

2009-10-15T23:13:00.002+07:00

Been losing contacts with the world lately...
Ever since i came back to penang,i hardly go out with friends.
Firstly,everyone is too busy working and paktor-ing to entertain me.So do I.*grin*
Secondly,I sort of prefer to stay at home relaxing rather than go under the big hot sun.It's really tiring.
Third,I have lots of HK series to catch up with until i dont feel like going out at all.Crazy rite?hehehe....

Nah,after a month staying home doing nothing but eat and sleep,I've finally gone for some interviews for part-time job.
Should I say I'm lucky enough to get a job?
Well,I guess so. I don't really feel like working but just give it a try at one of this retail pharmacy.And,the boss hire me on the spot.

Shocked, Surprised, Happy, Sad; all emotions came together at one time.

"Shocked": I never thought that the boss will hire me immediately.I thought most of them will think twice or so before take up someone to be their assisstant.

"Surprise": Meaning that I'll have income since I got this job.Then I can get whatever I longing for without permissions of others! *Yay!*

"Happy": Before really start practice in Hospital, I can actually learn something no matter what it is before i start my PRP training.It's a good news. I don't study to learn, but i learn what I see and hear. It'd be a better learning process for me.
And,I work the afternoon shift;means,i can woke up later than i suppose to. =)

"Sad": NO MORE LAZY AROUND AT HOME.NO MORE STAY UP LATE FOR MOVIES AND WOKE UP LATE!

Working is kinda interesting. I actually learn something but i couldnt tell much.I dunno how to describe, but it does really help a lot. From the patients asking the pharmacist,I learn more about the diseases.Medications given and what other supplements to help maintaining health rather than taking up medicines.Somehow,i started to believe how vitamins/supplements helps for our health.

I know it's kinda late start for me,but i guess i'm happy to stay there and learn as much as i can before i work for the government.

Ohya,about my posting.It's not my turn yet. So i've to wait for next round i guess.Hopefully I can get my own state,it'd be easier and happier if i get to stay home!!

*WISH ME LUCK*
&
*PRAYING HARD*

Goodnight!

2 days before i left Jogja

2009-09-04T22:32:00.002+07:00

It's been weeks now since the photo taken at hui min's kost...
went for dinner together and chit-chatting since i'm going back for good...
and now..i miss u girls d!
at least i can meet up with hui min in penang...
but i miss phaik hsia!!!
she's one of my best companion back in jogja...
never hesitate to bring me around with the little "snowy"...=)
she stay next to me as my closest neighbour when in E16A...
i miss sneaking into her room and kacau her when she's studying...
i miss the time when we let go our bunnies to run around in the house and watch them like our own children playing...(sounds like a mom of dunno how many...hahaha)
i miss she came over and stay with me while kit went back...
ooohh...there's lots of memories with u girl...
I shall see u again when i go over k!
goodluck girls!

2009-09-03T21:25:00.001+07:00

I'm back!

2009-08-31T00:48:00.004+07:00

I've abandoned my blog for more than 2 weeks...
been really busy right after i'm back from indonesia.
dating with my bf everyday..and he's going back very soon...how sad! *sobz*
preparing for interview in spa...and it turns out to be okay and all craps...
shopping....lots of window shopping and little bit of real shopping is done...
movies....watched a few movies when i'm back...
trip~~~ to Langkawi for 3 days and it's all FUN! *when r we going again??*
meeting up with old friends aka best friends~~ love chatting till late night with u gals...always the best and entertaining!
and Congratulations theng theng~!!!!!

and the most important thing!
I can online now!!! thanks to my sis n bro in law! *u both r the best!mwuahh*

Packing

2009-08-13T23:19:00.002+07:00

I cant bring back all my stuff in one time...
It's just too much...
Clothes,bags,books,shoes,accesories...a lot!
I wonder how much i've spent in shopping in these 4 years...
haish...
shopaholic...

I cannot bring excess baggage as i only have 20kg allowed...
I've to leave my big teddy..haih...
finally i can sit down and do some typings...

And i'm still thinking....did i forget something?
passport-checked
surat bebas fiskal-checked
money-checked

hmmm...
I cant think of any..havent rest since i came back from campus this afternoon...except for dinner..
hmmm....

well,continue packing and hope i wont forget anything!

I'm finally graduated with title S.Farm

2009-08-12T10:18:00.002+07:00

Hooray~

Done with my 4-tough-years...
although not with flying colours,but who cares???
i'm done with it and i'm officially a Grad student from UGM with S.Farm...

I'm not a smart person,kinda blurr and bad communication skills....
somehow i keep asking myself,"Do they understand what i'm saying?"
I tried hard to express myself but i failed.
I dunno why. I'm juz bad in that way.

Well,I might not be a good student, but i guess i'm quite good in the other path of my life!

End of this study phase,is the beginning of the next cruel ones.
I wonder if i can survive in these harsh environment.
I can only hope I'll be fine.

I've been waiting for this moment to come.
but then,although it didnt meet the highest target,i assumed I myself already done my best. Maybe i'm juz not as smart as others. I shall not compare.
I shall be satisfied and appreciate what i've already had.

Never under estimate urself.You might not good in study,but u're certainly useful in another field.

*_________*

Well,this shud be a happy entry but then it turns out quite sad isnt it?
hehehe....

I'M GRADUATED!

Thanks for those people who keep helping me thru out my 4 years in indonesia.U guys mean a lot to me...
Not forgetting those in Msia keep supporting me and give me strength to not give up.
I love you all~
muakz~

Phewwwhh...

2009-08-08T16:30:00.002+07:00

What a relief...
Finally...
i've been waiting for this day to come....
At last i got my 3 lecturers to approve my thesis...
Thank God!

With lots of help from friends around me, I finally get my thesis printed and photocopied and JILID!

Yeah...i've been wanting to jilid for so long but then it never gets any approval from my lecturers and now i'm done with it!

Now only left to study,order food,invite ppl to come then that's it!
Few days to go and i'll become Bachelor of Pharmacy~~~~

Hoorayyyy~~~

CHEERS. :)

Things never come easy

2009-08-04T16:59:00.004+07:00

Sigh
i hate all these skripsi thingy.
never make me happy.
been dragging for one whole month waiting to sit for my exam.
then now,after pendadaran,corrections done with one dosen,then another two waiting.
now i've no idea when can i set a date that suits everyone.
Visa expires soon...
seminar terbuka not yet...
i left oni one whole week to settle all.
it's freaking crazy.
suddenly feel the stress came from everywhere.

been rushing to complete few tasks lately.
it's tiring.
walking under big hot sun.
scared of the H1N1.
whenever heard ppl coughing,i'll start praying..*hope it's not H1N1*

once i talk to my sis,i broke down. the tears running non stop.like the water from the tap.
perhaps,i shud cry out loud to release my stress??

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Registrations,payments,bebas this n that,skripsi,worried bout my nilai,etc...
all these make me so sick of staying here.
or mayb i'm so stress with these...all in a mess...
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been going to kantor pusat for several times.
want to meet the person in charge for registration?
Reasons given:
-Not in(what??! always not in?)

-Meeting (Fine.)

-just went out(when u're in a rush,u wont wait and felt frustrated esp when u came for many times and cannot get him by asking urself...." m i rily that sui ah?")

-start registration in august(i went on 29 july afternoon,does that make any diff to reg early since the payment had made since it's oni 2 days away????)

-cannot help others to register(what??!!! i've been doing that since i came here to study ok??? now oni u tell me cannot register for others??damm!)

-if u want to register for ur friends,then who to sign since u're not the one? ( i started to feel angry.this is totally ridiculous. U'r the one who let me register last time, and i signed. Then now u tell me cannot.Fine. I went again today(august),and now i can register for my friend and u let me sign.So, tell me.Why on earth u tell me all those so-called procedures or rules for not letting me register and now turns out i can help to register?@#~!@#$%@#^)

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Why do people here always susahkan other people's life for talking nonsense as reasons???
If u have such rules,and u want to obey,stand firm.
dun change.
At least,i'll follow whatever u say.
but now,i'm taking my respect away.

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i felt so homesick.
i wonder why on earth i want to go overseas to continue my study?
it's no fun at all.
nothing is best compare to home.

i want to go home so badly.

Finally...

2009-07-30T15:59:00.003+07:00

First,no matter what happen...i need to rejoice myself~~~
YEAY~~
i've passed my pendadaran.

Next,time to think back.
Although i pass my pendadaran,but is not with flying colours.It makes me looks like i'm not well prepared.well,or i shud say not prepare at all even the draft have lots of mistakes to correct...
I thought i might fail...Thanks to my dosen,they helped me a lot.i know.
or else,i'd juz have to repeat the exam all over again.
Thank you so much!!!

Third,
Now,i need a good rest.To recharge energy so that I can turn my draft to a better ones.To assure me to get an 'A' for my thesis open exam. *finger crossed*
I've been told that i had to totally revise all my thesis...from the beginning till the end to correct everything.It's a mess.
Re-arrange,Re-do,Re-draw the graphs,tables.etc.
At that time,i felt ashamed.why cant i do it better before i head for the exam or even before i can sit for the exam?
maybe i dont know how.
I need advices.
I need someone to help me out to make things right.
I somehow kind of blaming my dosen.
But today,i knew,if they didnt correct me,i wont make it better and i'll just leave it and never know how to do a proper thesis.

Last but not least,
I shud wrapped up the mess and head for a brighter future!
which is do all the corrections fast and perfect or at least good enough to earn myself an 'A'!

I want to get it for what i'm worth.Not the sympathy they gave to me.

~This is why I smile~

2009-07-26T13:58:00.001+07:00

he made me smile and made my Day a better ones~
muahxx

tired

2009-07-26T13:49:00.003+07:00

tired.
tired of waiting
tired of being alone
tired of missing home
tired of studying thesis
tired of doing anything im not so into

i'm bored!

finally it's 4 days to go until my exam.
im nervous.
im scared.
im worried.
im tired.
im being negative.

i need motivation!
i need to believe i can do it well.
i need to know that i'm sure will pass!!
i need to know so many things that i dun rily know.

stay away from family for so long will make u go crazy.
trust me.
always keep ur head in these study thing will definitely makes u go nuts!

keep thinking...
when can i go back?
when can i pass my exams?
when can i finish study?
when can i start earning my own money?
when can i do this?
when can i do that?

ok.i've gone way too far.

FOCUS!!

*this is what i do whenever im too nervous and too afraid and tooooo worried!!*

=N=

countdown to 5 days

2009-07-25T07:14:00.003+07:00

well,
another 5 days to go till my presentation for my skripsi..
pretty scary...but the nervous-ness has been cooling down,kind of no mood to do it as i've waited long enough..for a month!! juz to arrange the time n place...exhausted already.

what to study?
about my skripsi? i wrote it of coz with references.but then im lost myself.
most of my friends told me to study on the method part...mine was pretty simple...so i guess it wouldnt be a big problem...
im juz worried bout the hasil ...
somehow i juz tot i did crap alot..but then who knows what might turn out to be better later on?

please include me in ur prayers for success,if u're reading my blog.
~thanks~

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till then,
i've submit online application for SPA interview...
those papers are still with me and not post nor fax yet.
will do it later on.
hopefully get to place an interview earlier...
hate to wait actually...
so i can work earlier and earn money!!!
yes,i'm money lover. =)

Lots of plans,but not much time!

please...faster finish and get out of this place.
i wanna go back to home sweet home~

Patience

2009-07-14T17:49:00.002+07:00

i've been waiting for almost one whole month to set the date for my pendadaran(thesis exam).
set the date, change the date,then set the date again, then change the date again.
again and again.it makes me worried more and more.
when can i finish off earlier and go back to my home sweet home?
when can the date set and no changes made after that?
i cant take it anymore.
all these things are driving me crazy.
i'm taking all these at my own pace.
i want it to be done fast.but i cant.it juz not only depends on me.
arghh!!!
i juz hope that things or my future pathway will be more smooth than wat i'm going thru now.
i know it's not the worst yet, but i juz cant take it anymore.
the longer it takes,the more stressful i get.

'm not blaming anyone,but then it's juz tough.or i shud say,it's juz not my day or im not having any luck for this?
i wonder.

please,please,please!!
i wanna go back home earlier,so lets get it done earlier k?
date set on 30th july,then when's my open seminar?? another weeks to keep waiting again?? ohno...dun wanna think anymore..
it's juz so pathetic.

one day countdown to the 10th

2009-07-08T23:29:00.003+07:00

10th July

my B's big day.
nothing much but dedicated this to you.my love.if you happened to browse thru my blog.*wink*

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth
and breadth
and height
My soul can reach,
when feeling out of sight.
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need.
by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely,
as men strive for Right.
I love thee purely,
as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion,
put to use in my old griefs,
and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saint's
--I love thee with the breath, Smiles, Tears
of all my life!
--and If God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

By Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

Happy birthday in advance and I'm so lucky to have u!God must loves me loads. =)

bad day

2009-07-08T00:52:00.002+07:00

purse got stolen.
great.
and i din notice until i actually sat down to wait for my lecturer.
dammit.
driving licence n atm cards gone.
luckily no money left.i was damm broke before i go to get my allowance from atm.
thank god for that.

from now onwards..no bus for me.a big NO NO!

i hate to go to the police n file a report for the lost.
sigh.
got so much to do at this time and bad things happen.
i want to out of this place.

another month to go.
i shall wait.

*to the one who picked pocket me: i believe in karma. make sure u do good for the rest of ur life.Get a proper job! not being a thief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun wanna exam!!!

2009-06-16T00:10:00.002+07:00

dunno why lately i cant bare anymore stress other than skripsi...
'm tired...
'm feeling weak...
I AM SICK!!

just finish forcing myself to memorise all those points and equations...
when i try to recall...
i did a really bad job...
i only recall a little...
when i say little...i mean it...

felt so disappointed to myself..

anyhow...
tmr got 2 papers...
and i think i'll fail to do my best...
wat i've been telling myself, seems to prove not working...

" Do your best, and no regrets "

it's always easy to say but hard to achieve.

*dear god, please help and guide me thru this.*

i want to grad earlier,too!

2009-06-14T15:13:00.002+07:00

sigh...
lately everyone's rushing to get their skripsi done...and sent off to the office to get their exams scheduled...
when's my turn??
that secretly increase my stress-ness...
arghhhhhhh!!!!!

*pray hard*

please let me finish earlier if possible..
thank god and please answer my prayers..

a short break...

2009-06-12T19:19:00.002+07:00

after so many days of hard work, it finally comes to an end...
not to mention what i've to do again after the correction, but at least for now,
i've a short break over the weekends~

exams...skripsi...
all driving me crazy...
i've finally get myself work on it since i finished my social work...
it's been quite a long time...i'm in such a slow motion...
sigh...

well,stressful week has finally over.
and another 2 papers to go next week..
i guess i can do it..
or i MUST do it!

~holidays~

Frustration

2009-06-07T14:37:00.002+07:00

things arent always easy to get in the way you want...
especially when u're so desperately want to get it done, there're lots of problems coming up to u.
it's never easy.
it makes me even more emotional than i always do.
i hate this feelings!

* plus the stupid connection!

!!$##$$%%%^^

Happy Birthday to Papa~

2009-05-29T20:02:00.003+07:00

It's ur birthday tomorrow~ 30th of May ~

May you have good health,happy and always funny!! =p

I love you, dad~!

muakzzzz~

......:::::: H . O . P . E . ::::::.......

2009-05-15T13:47:00.004+07:00

when the sunlight shines, we know we have hopes.

no matter what happen out there, against our wish, we still have hopes.

nothing is too late to improve, when you know you still have hopes.

i took this photo when i was joining the fogging in sd ungaran,kota baru,yogyakarta.

i love when the sunlight shines thru the trees and create this view.

it looks so heavenly and it makes me feel loved.

....we do our best and no regrets....

Colours

2009-05-08T14:13:00.003+07:00

Have you ever wonder,

what colour are you?

as we grow older, our favourites keep changing...

no matter in colours,people,things,etc..etc..

tick-tock-tick-tock...

love the combination of all colours...
that's y i love lollipops~

how sweet..

as we grow old together, the romance of loves never ends...

smile like a lollipop!

love to JayJay

2009-04-30T09:22:00.003+07:00

Jay is juz adorable when he put the innocent face on... =)
naughty but very cute puppy.

makan all the time.

sleep all the time too!

It's over

2009-04-29T21:45:00.003+07:00

after so many programmes, finally it's my turn to have mine at SD Langensari.
THANKS so muchhh to all my groupmates and Muna,who came to help me as Drg. Muna~
I appreciate all of u~muahhhhh!!

've been waiting for so long to get it done,but the schedule was stated on 29th. nothing changes b4 this.

ok,i'm totally unorganised. which ruang to use, where to let the students wash their hands and brushing teeth...all were in a mess!
actually i got the numbers of students in hand earlier, which i already planned ahead.
but then, things doesnt turn out like wat i was having in my head!! it just getting more complicated. i always dont understand why things have to be so complicated while it can be solved in a simple way.
it's juz mess up like that.
it's my fault for not doing the communication part with the school well. but then,when i talk to the headmaster,everything seems so unclear to me. i wonder how i manage to do all the things without my friends' help....

well,now everything's over!
and yet tomorrow having another program, "penyuluhan pengolahan sampah".

Hope everything will turn out as wat it shud be!

Fishing!

2009-04-26T22:35:00.005+07:00

time flies...
i didnt realise until today,it's already week 5 of my KKN,which means,i've only 2 weeks left!!

well,it's a bitter-sweet experience to me!

today, we went for fishing at some unknown places, well,i cant remember the name. my bad!

so,

for the 1st time in my life, i fish.

yes,u heard me right, I go FISHING!

it's exciting!

at first i was still quite scared after heard of the '' accidents'' that may happened..but it turns out to be fun!

we bought the pellets,but it's useless!

the fishes in the pond already bored with the pellets! so after we tried several times,which all failed,then we picked-up someone's leftover worms-cacing tanah, or we 'steal'?haha...

nvm,it's cheap anyway, and then here comes the fishes all attracted to the worms!!

does the cacing looks yucky to u?

to me: absolutely!

taqin got this bawal while he's on the phone. incredible. i dunno how he did that,but he juz did!
then, it's me turn to be a fisher-lady. i got one big nila! it's heavy and pity the fish have to die a few times. sorry,fish! and all of us kind enough to let go the fishes we got!

me,sugen,nana- we're the only 3 that fish.

nani n taqin joined us after that.

i'm actually FISHING.

not POSING.

*i got this big fish~*

1st time ever!

*excited*

the NILA fish.

it looks dead but actually it was free n get back to pond after photo-shooting.

*we r all kind people who doesnt kill.*

*ahem.*

well,only 5 of us fishing while others talking nonstop under the shelter.

nana helps and teach us how to fish! thanks nana! (her fav activities for dating?! hehe..)

guess wat, my slippers tercabut while i got the fish. damm.

i walked like i hurt my foot. ppl looking and thinking how ganas this girl fishing until like that?haha...nvm,i'm proud of myself~weeeeeeee~~

social works

2009-04-17T23:05:00.005+07:00

it started on 30th March 2009...will ends at 11th May 2009...

at first,each one of us was thinking how bad the condition of our location will be....or maybe how kampung-ish....and when we visited the place,it turns out to be quite okay.not to say really okay,skip the toilets part...otherwise,it's not-so-bad.

our programme makes us involved in the election here,and luckily,we're not having a heavy job...only as pemantau.or i shud call ourselves pembantu pemantau?

at the kelurahan office

one of the voting centre.code:05

by not having any chances joining in the election in my own country, but become a pembantu pemantau in neighbour country,the feeling is quite complicated at first.

well,it's very tiring go round-n-round the voting centres...under big,hot sun!

why an mp5 player?

2009-03-12T23:42:00.002+07:00

Additional Features of mp5 players:

Built-in DV Camera:

Mp5 players have a built-in DV camera in them that lets you record videos. It definitely means you can expand the memory of your mp5 player which is not possible ether with an mp3 or mp4 player. What is more, mp5 players support a wide range of media formats offering you great options.

Transcoding Movies:

This is one of the best features offered to you by a mp5 player. Earlier, you could only play video formats that your mp3 or mp4 player would allow you to. But, in mp5 player, you can transcode movies into RealMedia`s RM and RMVB format video from movie or video websites to your mp5 player. This enables you to carry your favorite movies along with you no matter wherever you go.

Expandable Memory:

Nothing disappoints you worse than finding your mp3 or mp4 player give up when you want to store more songs or videos in it. Mp5 players, on the contrary, allow you to expand the memory so that you can store as much information as you like. With the facilities like built-in SD and MMC card slots, you can expand the memory capacity of your mp5 player as and when you like.

Better TFT Display Screen:

You are likely to be dissatisfied with the disability of your mp4 players to play high resolution videos. Mp5 players have a 2.4 inch Vivid color TFT display screen offering you an amazing viewing experience. Hence, now you can say good bye to the painful memories when you had to bear with the low resolution videos on your portable media device.

Accommodate and Expand:

Nothing can delight you better than this. The mp5 players have features that enable you to accommodate and expand as per you own accord. As a result, you can synchronize your portable media player with the more advanced technological features to avail the functions such as GPS (Global Positioning System), Wi-fi, Blue-tooth, DVB-T and other functions according to their specifications and requirements.

The above advantages of an mp5 player would surely encourage the techno-junkies to invest in mp5 players to experience the magic of the brand-new revolution in the world of portable multimedia devices.

i happened to find this advantages of mp5 while i'm browsing thru the net....interesting and now i wonder...what's an mp6 for? anyone?

my new toy- an mp5 player

2009-03-12T23:24:00.005+07:00

lately i was into these gadgets stuff...which makes me bought myself an mp5 player..
*i shud've bought that mp6 instead...*

nvm, back to this mp5 thingy...
i longing for these digital stuff,which i want in cheap and nice conditions,i've not much choices but choose from the lower range other than iPods,Creatives,Samsungss,and etc..
i've bought this advance digital brand which i never heard b4. the sales-girl told me it's imported from taiwan and distributed in indonesia which she recommended me to get this brand of mp5 or mp6. the only difference is one with FM radio and the other not.
so,since im not a FM person...*sounds weird, but nvm.*
i chose the mp5. it costs me about rm 200.
i dunno it's too pricey or cheap for a "local" brand but i'm happy with it! =)
it has 2GB built-in memory, mp3,mp4,games,mic,camera and it's a slide-model!!
orite,it's not like the slide phones we used to see/touch, but it's a slide-mp5!

anyhow, i promise myself to get a psp or iPod Touch later after i grad..
*if i've a job,then i can afford to buy one myself!*
it's always nice to use my own money to get something i want so badly! =)

no photos was taken so far for this mp5..but later i'll snap some and post it up!

Goodbye Jenny,may u rest in peace.

2009-03-09T23:24:00.004+07:00

It's always sad to know my pets died when i'm not around.
well, i can only stay with Buffy,XiaoBai...
for lion,johnson,hamham,teffy,jenny,i cant stay with them when they're gone!

this morning kit told me that lydia msg him and told him jenny's dead...
i've no idea how it happened and i've no feelings...am i cold blooded??
or im juz used to accept the facts that pets may leave me ever since the 1st one gone?

anyhow,i juz felt sorry and i cant do anything...
may u rest in peace,jenny my pet rabbit...

决定 . Decisions

2009-03-09T23:09:00.002+07:00

决定..

曾经,
看过某人写的一篇短文...
写着"决定"这个词的重要性...

现在,
让我回想起过去的种种...
决定, 还真的能够改变一切...
是好是坏, 都取决于自己...

但是,
一旦做了决定,
就不要后悔.

因为,
每一个决定,
都是自己想看到的结果...

after almost 3 weeks holidays...

2009-02-12T21:53:00.004+07:00

time flies....
chinese new year is finally over.
15 days of celebration has come to an end.

what i've done in these almost 3 weeks time?
watched 2 movies in cinema,1 whole HK series,half of another HK series,talked to lots of people,played with Jojo all the time,driving around,stayed at home sleep like a pig and also eat like a pig,shopping non stop...went to queens and gurney many many times...plus prangin several times...
meet up with my ji muis only twice...spent my time with family all the time!
well...this will be my last holidays before i grad,i supposed...

now i've done packing and on-line updating this long forgotten blog.
somehow,while packing,i'll start thinking...
when will I come back to this place and never leave home again?
I hope...I hope that time will stop at this moment...so that all the memories will not be memories,but will be my part of my daily life from now on.

Nvm...
all tough stuff will come to an end.
well,there's always another challenge waiting while one ends.

life is full of challenges.
we're all well-trained to face these and find the best way out of these challenges.

"If you think you can,you can!"

i'm home!

2009-01-21T11:36:00.002+07:00

yeah~
i'm home for 2 days and i'm excited!
happily playing with Jojo,the cute lil' puppy everyday although she poops wherever she likes...i juz hate that part...
other than that,she's very adorable~

then,i'll be lazying at home doing nothing,
helping my mum and lots to go....
CNY is coming!
cant wait oso~

well,
that's all!
happy chinese new year~

Woo~Hoo~

2009-01-16T08:37:00.002+07:00

finally i've been through this 2 tortoring weeks....
it's finally over....
which means,
i'm one step closer to malaysia~
home sweet home!

yesterday drank this Tiramisu Coffee during dinner...
i thought it would makes me stay awake and study for today's paper-Counselling!!
but then,
the caffeine makes me sick!
it stimulates hypersecretion of gastric acid which makes me feel like vomiting and uncomfortable for the whole night long...
Gosh...i hardly sleep and i was awake all the time....until this morning..
i guess i've only slept for 2-3 hours....

Luckily today's paper was quite easy...to me...hehe...
counselling...who doesnt? we do counselling all the time!
well,it's 50 min. paper and i finished in about 20min? surprisingly.yes.

and now,i'm planning wat to do in the afternoon!
shopping~shopping~ and more shopping!
it's always much cheaper to shop in indonesia than in malaysia!
so,here comes the shopaholic!

missions to be completed...
1.to Jolie's...again..
2.Kosmo for Almond's shirt...
3.Elizabeth for sis's sling bag,if there's any....
4.pack my bags!
5.books to bring back
6.clear my closet...bring back clothes...
7.......

i'm now in my final year...
time flies...really fast....
i've only about half a year to go....
life's treating me good so far...
no complaints... =)

exam again..

2009-01-08T17:30:00.003+07:00

it's been awhile after my new year post...
what i've been busy with?

*Tada*
EXAM!
yes..final exams for my 7th sem...
well..it's sad to have exams while others having fun...
i've been really stressful these days...
everyday of studying....*although i did my readings with surfing net and etc etc...* makes me sick!!
it's been 4 days of exams, so 5 subjects are done...another 1 week to go...
i wonder why i'm so lazy nowadays...compared to the last few exams i took,i study less now...
where're all my semangat gone to?
no more hard work...
no more courage...
no more self-confidence...
all i'm doing now is last-minute-studies....
*eh,i always do!*
well,at least, not until last minute i'm not nervous and worried now!
it's weird.
i used to be really panic if i cant finish studying before exams....
or maybe it's because i've now managed to finish all before i enter exam hall?
or maybe ....
just maybe...
i just dunno why...

today i had 2 papers in a day...
back to back..
immunology and management...
both are tough subjects...
i think i did okay in managent and i almost screwed immuno....i guess..
and hopefully i'm NOT!
*hehe,who knows? maybe with God's Blessing,i've done much better than i expected?*
well,that's juz a hope...*i wish it's true!*

the rain started when i was waiting 'angkut' to go home at about 4.45pm...
tiny lil' drops...manage to get home "not wet"...
and it started to rain non stop until now....

i cant wait to get home soon...
i miss my room,my bed,my tv,my novels,my family,my friends,my everything in penang!
ohya, and also the lil' Jojo...newly added member...a ShihTzu...
i named her Jojo,nothing special but i just like the name...hehe...
i cant wait to play with her since i heard a few stories of wat she did to my mum...how cute~

and talking about pets,
my bunny,Cinderella went for a surgery again yesterday...
the vet said have to remove her front teeth...becoz of the improper growth...
too bad Cinderella,the crazy lil grey bunny removed 1 herself by biting the cage and pulled over when she was real mad at herself the nite before...
really sad to see her reacted this way...sounds weird but it's scary and crazy!
im the witness of the whole incident...i was shocked! but cant help...
see her bleeding and clean up herself then continue eating..
how desperate she is towards eating...omg...
no probs for eating pellets,but if vege/carrots/sweet corn....it's a mission impossible for her.

i've mumbling long enough...
i've to list out what i want to get before i head back to malaysia next week....
1. souvenirs....(if i got the extra time)
2.go to Jolie's-accesories for belt,earrings,bracelets...
3.go to Kosmo-clothes for me,and family
4.go to Elizabeth-sling bag for my sis
5.hurmph....i cant think of any right now...
6.-leave it blank-

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T22:39:00.006+07:00

31st Dec 2008
the last day of year 2008,
we went to this cafe to celebrate on the new year eve...
ViaVia Cafe,located somewhere near Jln. Parangtritis...small but a warmth place to visit..
it's nice sitting in a nice and relax environment to enjoy dinner and have a little chat with friends..
the food are nice and not too pricey...
beer and wine are available..but i personally dont really like the white wine...it doesnt taste really good as the one i tried in Grand Mercure....
well,u cant compare a resto in Hotel to this small cafe...the environment is different...so as the feelings...
4 of us went there without knowing the exact place....and there's this traffic jam in a small road.we called it 'Gang' . there're lots of travellers having beers and online...it's a wireless cafe i guess..where u can have fun talking and drinking.
we tried a few main course,all are delicious.
especially the beer....The Storm Golden Ale....an indonesia products from Bali.
it's sweet and smooth...not like the Pale Ale...bitter...
then to the wine...kit chose the White Wine...it's a 2006 products from France i think..[forgot to read the labels]...not so smooth and not really sweet..but smells great!...when you take a sip and let the wine stay in ur mouth before u swallow...it's just fabulous....[pls forgive me,i dun really know how to drink wine.. =) ]
I took a few pictures before we start to eat...

the cover of the menu

it's just funny...

where the cafe located

the Storm Golden Ale...
steak..

seafood spaghetti

french fries with mayonaise

australian lamb chop

spaghetti carbonara

After having dinner at the cafe,we went home with drunken faces..which we're not drunk!
then we had fun playing fireworks...all my housemates act like small kids although we're all in our 20s...

well,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may everyone has a joyful and wonderful year~

Christmas....

2008-12-24T15:13:00.004+07:00

kit saw it and love it so much...
so we bring it home from centro.

this is a clearer look of it.
it's small but festive enough~
i decorated it though...
with some small diamonds...

i love it when it's dark and it shows the sparkles of xmas~

finished!

2008-12-24T14:49:00.002+07:00

yes...
i'm now in my holidays!(although only about 2 weeks)

just finished my lab exam--so called 'responsi'.
i totally ruined it again! * i guess*
went in without the printed Dipiro.
what a genius...
well,'sharing-is-caring' going on in exam hall...
nah...no cheating.but sharing only.
*we're honest ppl.hehehe....*

i've been carrying these books needed for exam this 2 days...
first day i came back with neck pain and backache...what the *toot*....
these books are like 10kg or more!!
why on earth they're having open book exam but not open-laptop exam?
isnt it the same?
with laptop i think it's more convenient than u carry tonnes of books from house to campus by walking n etc...
although i walked a very short distance to catch the bus to campus,but it's more than enough to kill me!

so,finally it's over.
i cant imagine what my results will be....
i screwed up my exam yesterday...and i guess today's also.
i've no idea why and how it could be that way.
i'm totally blurred,freaking out,blanked,nervous....
looked in this book,dont have the info i want,then jump to next,still dont have...i'm panicked!

*sigh..*

past is already a past,u cant change anything,isnt it?
so i'll try to let go and think of my holidays~

tmr's Xmas....
a Merry Christmas to everyone~

jingle bells,jingle bells,jingle all the way.........

My good night sleep

2008-12-19T14:26:00.005+07:00

it's been few days/weeks i got this pillow from centro.
Expensive! although i bought it with 50% off...
Picasso..sounds artistic huh?hehehe...
well,it makes me feel so comfortable....
no more body-aching,bad sleep,sleepy all day...NO MORE!

well,
here's the worst part...
too comfortable to sleep until i couldn't wake up in the morning and makes me overslept!
or i should say,
i woke up before my alarm clock wakes me up,
but i sleep again after i make my alarms to snooze..for like several times...
that's y sometimes i hardly get myself out of bed...

since i got this pillow,
thanks to kit,keep telling me it's a very good brand and really comfortable,which is the truth!
and that makes me sleep like a pig!!!

no,no.no blaming u,honey,but loving u to the max~

well,with the Picasso,i can sleep more than 12 hours.
Gosh!it's been a long time i didnt do this....
*ahem*
i used to sleep more than that back in high school..which is a big prob for me!
im a big fan of sleep~!

this is the king size pillow in my super single bed.*wink*

*Picasso*

Quality rulez!

2008-12-16T22:48:00.004+07:00

It's been a while since i last blog...

nothing special happen so that's y nothing to blog about~
well.that's crap.i know.

*** *** ***
sometimes i cant stand the smell of the urine of these rabbits which i loved so much...
it's fine to play with them,feed them...
but when it comes to poops n their ammonia smell...
omg...kill me pls!
right in front of my room and the smell keep killing me when i breath...
they juz make me so 'breath-less' seconds by seconds...

*** *** ***
today skipped 3 lectures.
why?
thanks to the mr.diarrhea that came to visit me.
i hate whenever he dropped by n visit me.
oh well,plus the ms. laziness.
mr. diarrhea + ms. laziness = killing me softly
okay,okay!
blame myself.

*** *** ***
exam is juz around the corner.
im not in da mood to study,yet.
next week starts to have responsi(lab test).
i dunno what to focus and i'm blank!
good huh?!!

*** *** ***
now i've to learn to be more patience,
less emotional,
less stressful,
less playful,
less lazy-ing,
less of all the bad habits i've had.
More of the good habits that i've to learn...

*** *** ***
thanks to my B,
for being so patience,
with my emotions swinging,
being so nice to me all da time,
taking care of me with love,
i'm glad to have u with me!

muakz~

Oldies....

2008-12-07T00:19:00.000+07:00

Lately i'm so into these oldies....
they're real good and i wonder why the songs nowadays not like those days.
They're meaningful and the music are just so perfect!
Nothing can replaced the oldies.
Not in memories,nor in any sense.
Do enjoy them and here goes one of my fav...
~Close to You~

here's the lyrics....

hope you'll like this~!

Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Everytime you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in you eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in you eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you.

Close to you.
Close to you.

my hamham,the hamster...

2008-12-02T21:26:00.003+07:00

She's been with me for about 1.5 years...
once,she tried to run away with mui mui,another hamster that i had...
and finally she lost her way out and mui mui escaped.
Hamham was a very,superbly active one..
nonstop biting the cage,doing acrobatic acts...amazing!

well,she's now gone and rest in peace...

Life...

2008-11-30T22:40:00.003+07:00

sometimes,
when you look at the starry nite,
what's in your mind?
thinking what you've done in your life?

sometimes,
we did some mistakes,
and we have the chances to get it right;
but sometimes,
we're forced to give up some chances we had,
and we keep on scolding ourselves for letting it go.

that's what haunted us most..
the feelings of guilt and sorry.
found deep in our hearts.

if,
we're able to turnover what has happened,
we're no longer ordinary human beings.

We're given chances to learn,
from the mistakes,
from what we've done that haunted us so long,
from our own experiences,
from our surroundings.

we see,we hear,we learn.

no one is perfect.
stop blaming yourself for something that haunted you so long,
learn to let go,
and take a deep breath to go on.

life's a long long journey,
you cant stop the time,
so dont waste it,
but appreciate it.

life's a long long journey,
we learn from mistakes and experiences,
and we become better.

every single thing happens for a reason.
and life still goes on.

the memories of lil Johnson..

2008-11-27T21:26:00.004+07:00

a lil' too late...

2008-11-27T16:18:00.003+07:00

today everything seems so blue to me...
with the death of our cute lil' bunny-Johnson, we're all sad for him.
hope he may rest in peace.

1st thing came to me in the morning was this weird phone call.
some one has nothing to do and keep on kacau-ing my line...
wat's his prob???
it's been quite a long time...for about half a year i guess...with the total-stranger's number and now changed to private number...
when u picked up the phone...after a while if u maintain silence,then only he'll keep saying "hello?" in a very deep n low voice...damm...scary man!!!

fine,next time when u call again,u'll see wat i pay back to u!
never ever kacau me!damm uuuuuuu!!!!!

Next,the 2nd thing happened. My Pre-Test...
sometimes i wonder why i'm so afraid of pre-test...maybe scared to be eliminated from the lab i guess...with full of humiliation as if u never study,in fact u munched the notes whole night...
And,Thank God! you heard my prayers yesterday!
i pass!! *yay*
well,that's the last lab for endocrine this sem and next sem will be my last semester..without any practical..*i juz love that!*

Then,3rd thing which makes me so sad...
Johnson died.
When u think of what happened yesterday,playing with me,everything looks just fine and no signs saying he'll be gone...it's very sad!
sigh,u've to be strong in other world.

May you rest in peace..

Stress...

2008-11-26T21:02:00.002+07:00

I freaked out!
tmr's pre-test drives me crazy...
heard from the 1st group,8 passed,16 failed.

i cant concentrate on my notes...i cant understand a word...
wat can i do now?
i felt sleepy...
i'm tired..
i'm scared!
i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stresssssssssssssssssssss........

well,if God do exists...

God,please help me...give me strength and help me go through this..
p/s: if you heard my prayers...pls makes it a miracle which i pass the test tmr!!plisss....

Those Days...

2008-11-26T12:18:00.003+07:00

My sis sent these long lost photos of mine to me few months ago...i thought i've zero pictures when i was a baby,in fact,I DO! *wink*
yes,being a 2nd child in the family,u dont have much attentions as the 1st one.
*i was jealous.*

so,here goes the photos~

I always get confused whether this is me or my sis...

well,it's ME!
why my hair like that har?

sweet dream for me & my pretty sis...

during CNY i guess..
i had not much hair that time..i wonder why?
@ air itam

my fav pic of my childhood memories.
posing outside some1's house.
i looked small and my sis was big!
now we're even juz diff in height.
how sad! =(

my lop bunnies

2008-11-26T00:56:00.007+07:00

Buffy,the ordinary 1 and its kit's fav.

Guffy,when he's 2 weeks younger than Fluffy.

Fluffy,when she's 3 months old.

Guffy.used to be a prince.now he's a grandpa of 2, a father of 4 (excluded those died earlier.)

Fluffy.my all time fav.

i wonder, since when i start to love rabbits?
maybe was influenced by my dad when he told me he got rabbits a very long time ago when he's in s'pore.
i love animals.or to be specific..i love pets-which are harmless and the normal kind of pets.
eg. puppies,rabbits,hamsters.guinea pigs.....

since i'm studying in indonesia and i've my own pet rabbits with my bf's influence..(he just so in love with pets,i wonder why!)
im here to study not to play,i know that!
but when u see all those small,fluffy thingy looks innocent to u,how to say NO to bring them home??and it's not too expensive to own them! *wink*

well,i tend to have more lop rabbits than the normal ones. they're special with their ears down.
all of the rabbits that me and phaik hsia have, are lop rabbits except for buffy(died) and maxie(ran away in ibu's house,which is a minirex)
the lop rabbits have their own scientific name..

Holland lop- Helliquin
Holland lop-Saquins

If i'm not mistaken. =)

tips needed urgently

2008-11-26T00:37:00.002+07:00

any tips to make ur page looks nicer?
im new in blogspot and wonder how to design it and not using the templates...
any 1 pls help?

Christmas song(econs crisis vers.)

2008-11-26T00:32:00.003+07:00

I found this lyrics/notes from my friend’s facebook.

It’s a really good one and u gonna love it so muchhh!!

Check out the new lyrics of the christmas song.a newer version.

Enjoy~

Here goes the christmas song:

(sing it out loud with the music played,only if u’ve.)

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It’s hitting you once,
It’s hitting you twice
It doesn’t care if you’ve been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It’s worthless if you’ve got shares
It’s worthless if you’ve got bonds
It’s safe when you’ve got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

-END-

So,wat do u think about this? =)

Life’s always tough and that makes u grow stronger.

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2008-11-25T23:56:00.003+07:00

i've moved from friendster blog to this 1...
previously was - www.carey-happylife.blog.friendster.com
and now @ www.dreamscrystals.blogspot.com

well,nothing much to blog today but wanted to share some photos i took when i went home last holidays.
These pics makes my day and remind me of my childhood life.

Enjoy! =)

This stall is the one my grandparents used for their business.
It's an antique now.
I just love it when my grandma told me the stories of the old days.

Dreams...

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Lyric Video)

惊喜！

Lovely afternoon!

Food is the best destress medicine!

祝你 。。。

lomography-random-

oh well...

Fine dining

Be strong!

I need motivation!

first day as prp

It's simply complicated

quality time with girlfriends is simply perfect.

with a title of S.Farm. after my name.....

memories

happy belated birthday to me~

J.Co night

Hello again!

2 days before i left Jogja

I'm back!

Packing

I'm finally graduated with title S.Farm

Phewwwhh...

Things never come easy

Finally...

~This is why I smile~

tired

countdown to 5 days

Patience

one day countdown to the 10th

bad day

dun wanna exam!!!

i want to grad earlier,too!

a short break...

Frustration

Happy Birthday to Papa~

......:::::: H . O . P . E . ::::::.......

Colours

love to JayJay

It's over

Fishing!

social works

why an mp5 player?

my new toy- an mp5 player

Goodbye Jenny,may u rest in peace.

决定 . Decisions

after almost 3 weeks holidays...

i'm home!

Woo~Hoo~

exam again..

Happy New Year

Christmas....

finished!

My good night sleep

Oldies....

my hamham,the hamster...

Life...

the memories of lil Johnson..

a lil' too late...

Stress...

Those Days...

my lop bunnies

tips needed urgently

Christmas song(econs crisis vers.)

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祝你。。。