I'm back!

I've abandoned my blog for more than 2 weeks...
been really busy right after i'm back from indonesia.
dating with my bf everyday..and he's going back very soon...how sad! *sobz*
preparing for interview in spa...and it turns out to be okay and all craps...
shopping....lots of window shopping and little bit of real shopping is done...
movies....watched a few movies when i'm back...
trip~~~ to Langkawi for 3 days and it's all FUN! *when r we going again??*
meeting up with old friends aka best friends~~ love chatting till late night with u gals...always the best and entertaining!
and Congratulations theng theng~!!!!!


and the most important thing!
I can online now!!! thanks to my sis n bro in law! *u both r the best!mwuahh*

Packing

I cant bring back all my stuff in one time...
It's just too much...
Clothes,bags,books,shoes,accesories...a lot!
I wonder how much i've spent in shopping in these 4 years...
haish...
shopaholic...

I cannot bring excess baggage as i only have 20kg allowed...
I've to leave my big teddy..haih...
finally i can sit down and do some typings...

And i'm still thinking....did i forget something?
passport-checked
surat bebas fiskal-checked
money-checked

hmmm...
I cant think of any..havent rest since i came back from campus this afternoon...except for dinner..
hmmm....

well,continue packing and hope i wont forget anything!

I'm finally graduated with title S.Farm

Hooray~

Done with my 4-tough-years...
although not with flying colours,but who cares???
i'm done with it and i'm officially a Grad student from UGM with S.Farm...

I'm not a smart person,kinda blurr and bad communication skills....
somehow i keep asking myself,"Do they understand what i'm saying?"
I tried hard to express myself but i failed.
I dunno why. I'm juz bad in that way.

Well,I might not be a good student, but i guess i'm quite good in the other path of my life!

End of this study phase,is the beginning of the next cruel ones.
I wonder if i can survive in these harsh environment.
I can only hope I'll be fine.

I've been waiting for this moment to come.
but then,although it didnt meet the highest target,i assumed I myself already done my best. Maybe i'm juz not as smart as others. I shall not compare.
I shall be satisfied and appreciate what i've already had.

Never under estimate urself.You might not good in study,but u're certainly useful in another field.

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Well,this shud be a happy entry but then it turns out quite sad isnt it?
hehehe....

I'M GRADUATED!

Thanks for those people who keep helping me thru out my 4 years in indonesia.U guys mean a lot to me...
Not forgetting those in Msia keep supporting me and give me strength to not give up.
I love you all~
muakz~

Phewwwhh...

What a relief...
Finally...
i've been waiting for this day to come....
At last i got my 3 lecturers to approve my thesis...
Thank God!

With lots of help from friends around me, I finally get my thesis printed and photocopied and JILID!

Yeah...i've been wanting to jilid for so long but then it never gets any approval from my lecturers and now i'm done with it!

Now only left to study,order food,invite ppl to come then that's it!
Few days to go and i'll become Bachelor of Pharmacy~~~~

Hoorayyyy~~~

CHEERS. :)

Things never come easy

Sigh
i hate all these skripsi thingy.
never make me happy.
been dragging for one whole month waiting to sit for my exam.
then now,after pendadaran,corrections done with one dosen,then another two waiting.
now i've no idea when can i set a date that suits everyone.
Visa expires soon...
seminar terbuka not yet...
i left oni one whole week to settle all.
it's freaking crazy.
suddenly feel the stress came from everywhere.

been rushing to complete few tasks lately.
it's tiring.
walking under big hot sun.
scared of the H1N1.
whenever heard ppl coughing,i'll start praying..*hope it's not H1N1*

once i talk to my sis,i broke down. the tears running non stop.like the water from the tap.
perhaps,i shud cry out loud to release my stress??

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Registrations,payments,bebas this n that,skripsi,worried bout my nilai,etc...
all these make me so sick of staying here.
or mayb i'm so stress with these...all in a mess...
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been going to kantor pusat for several times.
want to meet the person in charge for registration?
Reasons given:
-Not in(what??! always not in?)

-Meeting (Fine.)

-just went out(when u're in a rush,u wont wait and felt frustrated esp when u came for many times and cannot get him by asking urself...." m i rily that sui ah?")

-start registration in august(i went on 29 july afternoon,does that make any diff to reg early since the payment had made since it's oni 2 days away????)

-cannot help others to register(what??!!! i've been doing that since i came here to study ok??? now oni u tell me cannot register for others??damm!)

-if u want to register for ur friends,then who to sign since u're not the one? ( i started to feel angry.this is totally ridiculous. U'r the one who let me register last time, and i signed. Then now u tell me cannot.Fine. I went again today(august),and now i can register for my friend and u let me sign.So, tell me.Why on earth u tell me all those so-called procedures or rules for not letting me register and now turns out i can help to register?@#~!@#$%@#^)

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Why do people here always susahkan other people's life for talking nonsense as reasons???
If u have such rules,and u want to obey,stand firm.
dun change.
At least,i'll follow whatever u say.
but now,i'm taking my respect away.

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i felt so homesick.
i wonder why on earth i want to go overseas to continue my study?
it's no fun at all.
nothing is best compare to home.

i want to go home so badly.