Life...

sometimes,
when you look at the starry nite,
what's in your mind?
thinking what you've done in your life?

sometimes,
we did some mistakes,
and we have the chances to get it right;
but sometimes,
we're forced to give up some chances we had,
and we keep on scolding ourselves for letting it go.

that's what haunted us most..
the feelings of guilt and sorry.
found deep in our hearts.

if,
we're able to turnover what has happened,
we're no longer ordinary human beings.

We're given chances to learn,
from the mistakes,
from what we've done that haunted us so long,
from our own experiences,
from our surroundings.

we see,we hear,we learn.

no one is perfect.
stop blaming yourself for something that haunted you so long,
learn to let go,
and take a deep breath to go on.

life's a long long journey,
you cant stop the time,
so dont waste it,
but appreciate it.

life's a long long journey,
we learn from mistakes and experiences,
and we become better.

every single thing happens for a reason.
and life still goes on.

the memories of lil Johnson..

a lil' too late...

today everything seems so blue to me...
with the death of our cute lil' bunny-Johnson, we're all sad for him.
hope he may rest in peace.

1st thing came to me in the morning was this weird phone call.
some one has nothing to do and keep on kacau-ing my line...
wat's his prob???
it's been quite a long time...for about half a year i guess...with the total-stranger's number and now changed to private number...
when u picked up the phone...after a while if u maintain silence,then only he'll keep saying "hello?" in a very deep n low voice...damm...scary man!!!

fine,next time when u call again,u'll see wat i pay back to u!
never ever kacau me!damm uuuuuuu!!!!!

Next,the 2nd thing happened. My Pre-Test...
sometimes i wonder why i'm so afraid of pre-test...maybe scared to be eliminated from the lab i guess...with full of humiliation as if u never study,in fact u munched the notes whole night...
And,Thank God! you heard my prayers yesterday!
i pass!! *yay*
well,that's the last lab for endocrine this sem and next sem will be my last semester..without any practical..*i juz love that!*

Then,3rd thing which makes me so sad...
Johnson died.
When u think of what happened yesterday,playing with me,everything looks just fine and no signs saying he'll be gone...it's very sad!
sigh,u've to be strong in other world.

May you rest in peace..

Stress...

I freaked out!
tmr's pre-test drives me crazy...
heard from the 1st group,8 passed,16 failed.

i cant concentrate on my notes...i cant understand a word...
wat can i do now?
i felt sleepy...
i'm tired..
i'm scared!
i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stresssssssssssssssssssss........

well,if God do exists...

God,please help me...give me strength and help me go through this..
p/s: if you heard my prayers...pls makes it a miracle which i pass the test tmr!!plisss....

Those Days...

My sis sent these long lost photos of mine to me few months ago...i thought i've zero pictures when i was a baby,in fact,I DO! *wink*
yes,being a 2nd child in the family,u dont have much attentions as the 1st one.
*i was jealous.*

so,here goes the photos~

I always get confused whether this is me or my sis...

well,it's ME!
why my hair like that har?

sweet dream for me & my pretty sis...

during CNY i guess..
i had not much hair that time..i wonder why?
@ air itam

my fav pic of my childhood memories.
posing outside some1's house.
i looked small and my sis was big!
now we're even juz diff in height.
how sad! =(

my lop bunnies

Buffy,the ordinary 1 and its kit's fav.

Guffy,when he's 2 weeks younger than Fluffy.

Fluffy,when she's 3 months old.

Guffy.used to be a prince.now he's a grandpa of 2, a father of 4 (excluded those died earlier.)

Fluffy.my all time fav.

i wonder, since when i start to love rabbits?
maybe was influenced by my dad when he told me he got rabbits a very long time ago when he's in s'pore.
i love animals.or to be specific..i love pets-which are harmless and the normal kind of pets.
eg. puppies,rabbits,hamsters.guinea pigs.....

since i'm studying in indonesia and i've my own pet rabbits with my bf's influence..(he just so in love with pets,i wonder why!)
im here to study not to play,i know that!
but when u see all those small,fluffy thingy looks innocent to u,how to say NO to bring them home??and it's not too expensive to own them! *wink*

well,i tend to have more lop rabbits than the normal ones. they're special with their ears down.
all of the rabbits that me and phaik hsia have, are lop rabbits except for buffy(died) and maxie(ran away in ibu's house,which is a minirex)
the lop rabbits have their own scientific name..

1. Holland lop- Helliquin
2. Holland lop-Saquins

If i'm not mistaken. =)

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Christmas song(econs crisis vers.)

I found this lyrics/notes from my friend’s facebook.

It’s a really good one and u gonna love it so muchhh!!

Check out the new lyrics of the christmas song.a newer version.

Enjoy~

Here goes the christmas song:

(sing it out loud with the music played,only if u’ve.)

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It’s hitting you once,
It’s hitting you twice
It doesn’t care if you’ve been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It’s worthless if you’ve got shares
It’s worthless if you’ve got bonds
It’s safe when you’ve got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You’d better watch out
You’d better not cry
You’d better keep cash
I’m telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

-END-

So,wat do u think about this? =)

Life’s always tough and that makes u grow stronger.

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i've moved from friendster blog to this 1...
previously was - www.carey-happylife.blog.friendster.com
and now @ www.dreamscrystals.blogspot.com

well,nothing much to blog today but wanted to share some photos i took when i went home last holidays.
These pics makes my day and remind me of my childhood life.

Enjoy! =)

This stall is the one my grandparents used for their business.
It's an antique now.
I just love it when my grandma told me the stories of the old days.